Work....

Its been a long time since I last wrote something here.

My job hunting has not ended yet. Still being so optimistic that someday and somehow, I would really be able to land a very stable job. I am now connected with a power company. The Project will be here for 25 years and will supply power in Mindanao by 2006. Very promising, right?

But these are not the only things that would matter. I could deal well with the pressure my job entails but I dread dealing with the bosses' awful attitudes. It is not always a question of how much i am earning a living but bottom line is, Am I really happy? Do I go home not thinking about how my day will be in the office the next morning? Am I already dragging myself to wake up and go to work? Endless questions pop up in my mind. Hardship and trials are inevitable in this life but unless a person is happy and secured as to where he stands, then he can easily cope with anything.

I am not happy where I am right now, that is why I am hardly coping with the present situation. Can you blame me for actively searching for better opportunities? I have to face the reality that I am not getting any younger and my marketability will soon diminish so I should be making my move now!!!!

What has made me feel more depressed at this time is the fact that one of my colleagues has decided to leave the company for good and become a full-time Mom. She has stayed with the company for more than a year now but like me, she also feels so bad about the working environment here. She had an option and she finally took the chance. It will definitely be a big adjustment for her but I am glad that she has arrived to this decision. On the other hand, I also feel afraid that I would take on another responsibility of assisting her boss aside from assisting another difficult boss and doing the receptionist's work. Here I am left with multi-tasks!! How I wish my situation could get better. Do not know if a dialogue with my boss would help at this time. I am currently composing my script if ever...

I am not loosing hope... I just wish I could also become a full time Mom to my kid and somehow, become my own boss SOOOOOOOOOON.