Thursday, August 04, 2005

I lost

Life has been very quiet for me lately. I haven’t dated since I last went out with J. It was good while it lasted. I could only keep him as a happy thought.

I wanted him so much but I failed to win him. I have done my part and I have tried to become as cool as possible about it. Days and weeks passed not getting any invitation from him. Worst, he would not text unless I text first.

The saying would be true: “you win some, you lose some”. I guess I lost this time. However, I’m not closing any doors. The search for the perfect mate is still on.

Just want to wake up one day finally having him beside me. I hope that I will never ever get tired of hoping and wishing……